nah! I actually made it in to work. Had too, got plenty of debt and not enough revenue...like any typical American, what else is new?
As I was driving in to work today, managing to stay on the road and not skid all over, I was feeling sorry for myself. You see for the last month, I was hoping and wanting something soooo badly, I was stressing out to the point of having stomach cramps and sleepless nights. I believed this was my big break and how my life was going to change for the better (not that is all that terrible).
Yesterday I learned I wasn't getting it for sure....ah! something collapsed inside of me and the sky turned dark (then again, it was after 6pm here in Chicago).
Today during my commute, I realized that I wasn't ready for it and I wanted it as a quick fix to other problems and issues I have going on in my life. If I would've gotten it, I might've disappointed a lot of people including me.
My point is ....beware of what you wish for, you may get it and it may turn out to you didn't even wanted it as bad as you thought to begin with.
YM